Captain Jack IV.
The day started like every day has for the past week or so. Except I had woken to Nina sleeping quietly beside me. We had to register for classes. The phone rang. I run to catch the last ring. But by then the person had hung up. I had called Serenity back to get: “Better get here now. There’s a long ass line.” I wake Nina up. We take out sweet time to get to the high school in The Jeep since her car decided to be queer and decided not to start. We get there and there are a shitload of people there. We meet Serenity && Damien there. We get into the room and Netnet is there and a couple of my homeroom girls including Blake. Blake and her friend are there. And then… I become aware of Jack’s mom. Jack is sitting in the desk in front of her. I try not to freak out and becomes quite successful… until I see one of my math buddies over there and I feel the need to say hi. I become very aware that Jack is staring at me. I feel his eyes. I suck in my belly and try to become invisible. We talk about what classes we do. He tries to convince me to take some more classes that he was in but I couldn’t since I decided to fuck up and get intensive reading… which I don’t understand. Jack asks me if he can hang out. Him being Jack… I accept. I’m thrilled until Blake asks to hang out too. Blake is Jack’s pomme de sang. He craves her. The past week has been hell, for the two of them. Blake liked him. He liked Blake. Stuff happens. Blake is “no relationship”. Jack is “want relationship”. They clash. Jack is now is rebound. He feels his heart being broken at the sight of her. Sigh…. >.>… I love Blake. FROM WOMB! And I want to hang out with her. I take Nina home and we clean for a little bit until, Blake and her friend show up. 15 minutes later, awkward. Jack walks in to see Blake. We play Mario Party, Blake’s friend just watches as: Me, Blake, Jack, && Nina play. The whole time I’ve become more aware of Jack and Blake’s closeness. I have miniature Knight Attacks right in front of them. I like how none of them noticed. Not even Nina. Which is truely okay. I couldn’t explain it. I didn’t want to have to explain it to any of them. Blake and her friend want to see Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants 2. We get through 20 rounds before Blake and her friend have to go. They leave after watching us contemplate over whos going, can we go, and stuff. Blake and her friend leave. Jack pulls me to the side and Nina was sent, by Jack, to the car. He pulls me into my bedroom. He kept calling himself an idiot/ass, explaining himself the past couple days. “I should have chosen you, knowing that you have never hurt me.” I felt honored. And hurt. I told him, “I don’t want to date you unless you really like me.” “I do.” My stomach drops and twists. Like the Electric Slide. Then I go numb when he pulls me into a hug. I inhale and try not to let him realize I was doing so. “No. Its okay. You’re not an ass. Don’t worry about my feelings.” We finally decide: Jack pays for Nina, myself, and himself, as long as Nina drives && pays for food. On the ride there, he rides shotgun. He reaches back to me through the space between the door and the seat, and plays with my pantleg. I poke his hand to keep it away and we end up playing… hands-ie? Kinda like footsie… but not really?… O.o…. We go to see Sisterhood although we wanted to see: Pineapple Express. Seating order from outside in: Blake’s friend, Blake, Jack, myself, && Nina. We survive the movie. I blush at the kiss scenes and I block my eyes from the “LETS HAVE SEX!” scene, laughing too hard on the inside. For some scenes, I wanted to touch his hand, although I didn’t. He tapped my leg for a moment [One of the scenes I was laughing hysterically on the inside.] On the way home, Nina drives, I ride shotgun, and Jack is in back. Jack is emo. I stick my hand back, and we play for a couple seconds until I sense his hand by my shoulder. I look in the side mirror to notice. He wraps his hands around my neck and starts massaging. =D. I pull my hand to where our thumbs touch. We stay like that for most the ride home until Serenity calls. No more… thumbs. T.T…. Nina has dinner with her mom and leaves Jack and I at my house. My stepfather is home. An awkward 30 minutes that was. I was kicked out of my house the night before for “being lazy” + he had a “bad day.” [I went back that night, after I got an apology.] Jack starts conversation with Stepfather, thank god, and peels away 10 minutes. “How do you feel about going to Serenity’s?” Jack asked me. I asked Stepfather, he “didn’t care.” We left. Jack has had feelings for Serenity since the end of last school year… you know… about the same time I started to find feelings for him. Yeah… my luck is a bitch to me. We go to play Wii: Serenity, Jack, myself, && Serenity’s brother. We play Mario Party [again]. The whole time we’re making Sexual Jokes, that came from everywhere. Serenity had spent the last six hours getting bitten by Damien… SHE HAD FUKING BRUISES EVERYWHERE! Grrr…. But she was happy as fuck. And its not like its illegal. Soo… I let it slide. The whole time its: Jack&Serenity, Myself&Serenity’sbrother, Jack&myself. We finish thirty long rounds [I win.] && Jack and I decide to leave. We go to his house for about 20 minutes, his mother got amazing clothes bargins. She got him a good dozen shirts and two pair of pants and flipflops. He was going to just take me home until…. Blake calls. “I was trying to explain to my mother who Bridget was. And I wanted to show her. COME OVER!” I ask Jack is he wants to go. He didn’t want to. But he knew I did. I couldn’t pick. If Jack didn’t want to go… I wouldn’t have gone. But… He didn’t say no. I kinda felt bad for him. I wanted to reach for his hand. I didn’t. We get to Blake’s and Jack’s mood went from: Estatic Ego to Emo Child. Blake’s mom went on about how her “thighs are big and how they talk.” Yeah… I was a bit scared myself… XD… We watch a good hour and a half of Hannibal. We eat $5 romen noodles Jack bought. The whole time we’re watching the movie, Blake and Jack are on the couch making conversation I could vaguely hear. I didn’t care. I started having a Knight Attack in Blake’s home. I felt fire in my stomach. Half of me wanted to puke the food back up. But… I was hyper off of Pepsi….=DDDD…. None of me could cry as much as I wanted to. Jack decided to take a leave after Blake decides to fall asleep. I couldn’t stay there. I walked to the car, turning around once. He said something too quiet for me to hear and she went back inside. We got to the car. We started to talk about… I don’t remember. Then we got to my house….
