Womb.
You have inspired me today. Although you didn’t stay long, you said something that inspired me to move on from Jack. You told me that you were “finding a new love interest”. It was quite odd, how this one out of all of the ones I’ve heard/watched you go through, changed me. These past few weeks, as we all know, have been hell for me, espeically with this Jack character standing in the way. My stomach rolled at the sight of him, I would constantly be thinking of ways to wave around my day to see how many times I could at least get a glance of him, how I would make myself sick because he wasn’t with me but with some other chick. It was horrid. Its not a stupendious way to live, and I hated every minute of it. I hate liking someone because of the way my body reacts when I see them or when their around. I hate it. Its the soul reason why I don’t allow myself the pleasure of having crushes. Just the way that you live your life, I wish I lived. Although you have things that you don’t let the world see, you still live as though you haven’t had your “bad” days. I love how you can do that. You’re always laughs and smiles around me. It cheers me up. You don’t even have to try. Its like a 6th sense. =D. I wish I could go up to someone and start conversation, and I think I shall try. I’ve been saying this for the longest time. But new times call for new adventures. =]. I shant not forget my friends, I hope they travel with me. Since I am totally dependant, almosty parasite like to ya’ll, I need ya’ll to travel with me. Like Food. I need ya’ll to survive.
It truely has been destiny.
I love you. Womb.
