Inertia.
Since My Last Post,
I Have Gone Through A Lot.
Everything That Was Wrong,
Is Fixed.
A Complete Transformation.
I’m… Well… Content.
1. I Quit Steak N Shake.
I Was Getting Paranoid About My Health.
I’m Working Graveyard.
And DumbBitchBoss Wanted To Put Me
On Morning Shifts.
I Wasn’t Getting Any Sleep.
So I Went Where The Money Was.
And I Left.
2. I Got A New Car.
The Beast Is Now Officially Gone.
It Was Far Too Broken.
So I Worked My Ass Off,
And Got A New-Used Car.
It’s A Tiny Thing.
But I’m A Tiny Person.
I Love It So.
3. I Am Determined To See
My Housepet.
I Miss Him So Much.
He Told Me Exactly
What I Needed To Hear.
I Considered Him A
Best Friend.
I Guess You Don’t Know
What You Have Til
It’s Gone.
He Never Got That Title
Before He Left.
But Before He Left…
I Never Questioned
My Feelings For Him.
He Was My Housepet.
That Was All.
But I Think I Miss Him
A Wee Bit Too Much.
So “Only Do I Think About It”
Do I Get Butterflies Again,
Do I Smile Again.
I Don’t Want Anything Like That.
Especially With Him.
It’ll Ruin Anything We Have.
Except Apparently We’re
“Supposed To Get Married
In 6 Years.”
Whatever, Housepet.
You Ain’t In The Military Anymore. 
4. I’m A Blonde.
[Juss Thought I'd Add.]
5. I’ve Found A New Self-Respect.
I Don’t Know If It’s Temporary,
Like The Last Ones Have.
But I Like What I Have Thus Far.
6. Because Of Mr. J.
He Finally Has A Nickname.
I Didn’t Give Him One
Because I Thought It Would
Jinx Things.
But Fuck It.
And It’s What Inspired Me
To Write This.
He’s Back With Her,
Unofficially/Officially.
I Don’t Know How Long It’ll Last.
And Nor, Do I Care.
He Dun Fucked Up.
He And I,
We’re The Same.
Heartless And Scarred.
He And I Both Deserve Better
Then What We Got.
Certainly Not Each Other.
For Opposites Do Attract, I Suppose.
I’m Batman.
He’s Mr. J.
“What Happens When
An Unstoppable Force,
Meets
An Unmovable Object.”
Or
“A Tornado Meets A Volcano.”
Whatever.
We’re Both Fucked-Up.
And That’s Not Cool.
I Love Him.
I’m Not Going To Fight That.
I’m Just Healing.
Who I Am
Is Fighting
How I Feel.
It’s Getting In My Way.
It’ll Cause More Harm
To Fight My Feelings,
Then To Fight Knight.
I Will Win.
Even If It Means
Leaving This Town.
This County.
This State.
My Independence Is Mine.
I Will Keep It.
There Is No Guy,
No Joker, No Knight,
That Will Fuck That Up.
7. But I’m Lonely.
Mr. J, Well,
He Kept That Away.
And Now He Is Not.
I’ve Finally Said Outloud,
“I Need A New Guy.”
I Want Someone That Will
Be In My Bed When I Get Home.
Or Me Be In There Bed When
They Get Home. [In A Good Way. Lulz.]
Someone That Will Pull Me Into
A Dark Corner.
A Guy That Will Tell Me,
I’m Pretty.
A Guy,
That Will SERENADE Me.
HAVE HUEVOS!
Not Be Afraid To Show Everyone.
Someone That Will Get Me Out Of My
No PDA Habit.
Imma Woman Of Mystery.
I Gotta Have Some Secrets. 
And He Didn’t Do That For Me.
None Of That.
He Was Simply The Guy That
Took My First Time.
I Am Simply Just
A New Cherry To His Collection.
I Could Careless.
Hearts Break Everyday.
And I’ve Lingered On This One,
Honestly, Out Of Boredom.
Because I’m Awesome,
And Cute,
And Smart,
And A Hardworker,
And Talented.
I Deserve Nothing Less Then
My Equal.
Not Some Tease.
